Hari ini pertama kali aku jalan kaki to HEPP ...Perjalanan yang penuh liku bermula dari School of Humanities....



jalan sangat berliku-liku sebab keadaan universiti yang berbukit-bukit macam ular...

ditambah lagi panas matahari yang walaupun aku memakai payung tapi cahaya sahaja yang dihadang ( walaupun diri sudah sedia gelap tapi syukurlah tidak tebakar lagi )...haba yang muncul dari bawah tanah opps salah dari bawah tar jalan raya itu membuat aku rasa sangat kasihan kepada ayam-ayam yang pernah distim oleh mom aku. (sila jangan lapar walaupun mom aku pandai masak..tahu...)



lalu aku berjalan dengan nerdnya meredah badai ( ala kasi dramatik sikit ba) hehe...berbaju smart, beg sandang di sebelah kiri, beg laptop di sebelah kanan, berkaca mata dan memakai matriks card..agak smart dari biasa...maklumlah temujanji sama pihak atasan universiti kan...perlulah meningkatkan keskemaan diri sendiri...

jalan punya jalan...aku sudah berada di bukit Sollat...lalu melihat-lihat bangunan namun bangunan ANJUNG BUDI jugalah yang palim BOMBASTIC di mataku ketika itu...akupun duduklah menjamu selera..alone...aku takut ba makan seorang tapi minta puji sajalah ...buat-buat berani...duduk mesti elegant babe...(elegant macam mana? ikut suka hatilah)

sedih pula sebab orang semua makan beramai-ramai....akupun untuk menutup ketakutan pura-pura membaca artikel online..(ada laptop ma) aku buatlah muka berkerut-kerut untuk menunjukkan aku ni serius ...padahal yang aku baca pun semua gosip artis sama BLOG SERIUS ngamlah tu bak kata penulis blog tersebut "sila serius" ...padanlah sama tema makan tengah hari aku...

jam sudah hampir pukul 2...then aku text stephanie...

me : mana Hepp?
step : Bukan di SOLLAT?
me : aik ? entahlah....ada pusat ilmu falak saja ni..
step : di sebelah dia lah!!

adui..terpaksa berjalan lagi di tanah gersang ini (panas ba panas)

Urusan Kerajaan itu 50% selesai sebab orang yang dicari tiada di office...

Perjalanan turun bukit aku relaks saja...melihat pemandangan bukit sambil berangan-angan...kalaulah ada yang sudi menumpangkan aku balik kan bagus (preferable cute guy ) lol !!...sama aku terfikir juga kalaulah aku cuma perlu berdiri saja di jalan raya lalu jalan raya itu bergerak dangan sendirinya membawa aku ke kelas kan bagus...wah...betapa malasnya aku !! (panas ba panas !!) selain itu aku terfikir juga kalaulah kaki aku akan bertambah hot masa mendaki bukit kan bagus...aishhhhh!!

Tiba-tiba hujan turun ...nasib baik aku bawa payung...padan muka mereka yang telah menjemur kain sebab kain mereka basah balik HAHAHAHAHA (inilah Elizabeth kalau sudah sot sembarangan saja berfikir).....
Apapun...aku suka bau selepas hujan...bau tanah and rumput...relax saja..tapi timbul lagi 1 masalah...kelas waktu hujan ??? O man !!! I was damn sleepy..................



Moral of the story : ermm...tiada moral pun...sila banyakkan exercise....kalau sudah kuat stamina jangan lupa tolong jadi wakil aku melawat HEPP kerana diri ini sangat penat LOL !!

p/s : lagu untuk CUS DINNER...2 sajalah...oldies and random...wait saja ^^

©E-beth

LOVE is a many splendored thing....dushhh so romantic isn't it ?

hurm not really...if your love life ( to be honest I am talking about GBR here...girls and boys relationship hehe) always 100% romantic..no fight...well you better check it again...

few years ago while I am still full of my macho-ness ...I swear ( not really a serious swear) that I won't tolerate a boyfriend who will pick a fight with me...oh no...no..no...just because I am Elizabeth hehe...

Then this very interesting guy came and say hey...and pop out the question ( again NO it's not a marriage proposal!)...to be honest since the start I know that we are sooooooooooooo not the same...I bet I am not his type and a guy like him WAS not in my list as well ( don't worry we both knew about this) LOL

But what to do? Opposite do attract bah...hehe

of course I do erm...ya you know have this feeling towards him...hahaha but we do fight as well...that is the time when I can't help myself to hate him !! arghhh really hate him tapi yalah I still need him (appropriate word ) lol...He's weird.....I can like him and hate him at the same time without fail LOL..I think he's crazy but worst I think I am crazier aishhhh...

enough with this mushy-mushy stuff ...I found this while I was searching for some songs...I kinda think that this can help any of you if you think that you are ready enough to this weird disease call love hehe...but yeah it will help us in many condition especially our very own moral aspect ...so just read :

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” —I Corinthians 13:4-8a (NIV)

This verse describes the characteristics of true love. These qualities can certainly be found in the person of Jesus Christ, and they can be found in all truly loving relationships. The problem with trying to “find” love in our dating lives, is that too often we don't look for these characteristics. Rather we look at physical appearance, popularity, or wealth. These are not the qualities that God looks at and neither should we.

But the LORD said to Samuel, “…The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.”
—I Samuel 16:7b (NIV)

Love is best seen as devotion and action, not an emotion. Love is not exclusively based on how we feel. Certainly our emotions are involved, but they cannot be our only criteria for love. True devotion will always lead to action—true love.

Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with ACTIONS and in truth.
I John 3:18 (NIV)

Christ was devoted to us enough to give his own life for us (Romans 5:8), even when he didn't feel like it (Matthew 26:39).

Sex is not love! Our culture has taught us that sex and love are one in the same. This is a lie. Sex is a beautiful God-given activity that is wonderful when practiced within the boundaries of a Biblical marriage. Sex is the completion of the binding of two people within Biblical marriage; it is a God-given gift.

PRE-MARITAL SEX

Because premarital sex is not love, it only leads to pain and disappointment for those who are seeking that love. The Bible says that when two people are married, they become one flesh (Ephesians 5:31). Sex is consummation of that union. When two people break off their relationship after having sex, it is like ripping apart flesh. This is why two teenagers will struggle so much and become so dependent on those they give their bodies to. In light of I Corinthians 13:4-8 (above), it is easy to see that premarital sex is not patient, it is not kind, it does not protect, it is self-seeking. It is not love!

IDENTIFYING TRUE LOVE

We can only identify true love and know when we have found it, based on the Word of God. When we match our relationships up to what the Bible says that love is—and we are honestly prepared to make a life-long commitment to that person—then we can say that we are truly “in love.” The three keys to that statement are:

We have to…

…look at the Word of God
…be completely honest with ourselves
…understand the level of commitment that comes with true love


It's all right to be friendly in a godly way with other young people. You just need to be careful not to cross biblical lines that God Clearly draws for us.

Don't get physical! (In any sexual way - that's saved until marriage.)

Don't develop Emotional attachments without marriage commitments (you intend to Keep)

Don't make promises you don't intend on keeping!

Don't get involved with Unbelievers or believers not walking with God.

Do wait to start a One person relationship with a person you KNOW you could marry.

Do watch from a distance! Look for proven godly character. Too many can put on a good "show".

Do seek your parent's input.

Do honor God every step of the way in any relationship!


e-beth ^^©

aduiii.....macam mana mau jawab ni ? belum start type pun I know that my answer will be so....into drama : Korean, Japanese, TVB aishhhh any drama that I have watch before lah..aishhh sungguh tidak berani mau menjawab ini...sebab sekarang I am thinking about Secret Garden...dramas punya kind of date cute and fun and sweet and perfect and FAKE !

LOL this question makes me laugh cause I realise I never really date...yes I do like someone but date ? duhhh...never...actually I am too scared to date...enough by just talking and say hi...but to date ? hurm it is not really my type...

YOSHHH!!! now I got my own version of perfect date hehe...scroll down

1) Spontaneous : do not arrange it
I just hate it when people send me message saying "let's date " today...I don't say that I hate them but I hate the feeling of knowing that I have a date...it makes me nervous and I feel like fainting and puking and blushing lol...I prefer to have a fun day together without knowing that it is date...( what ????) hahaha


I can't use bicycle...I wish I know


It's cold !! n yummy and yeah pay for me LOL!


I love piano...I wish I know how to play...and yeap..he must loves music too...if not, he can't survive a date with e-beth LOL !



2) simple :
Ice -creaam at the park or etc...and chit chat and laugh all day long .....break the ice la konon .....erm teach me how to play bicycle...teach me how to play piano...waaaa seems fun ^^

3) No private moment:
aishhhh what I mean by this is I just don't like to date 'privately'...I prefer with friends...lots of friends hahaha...as I mentioned earlier I am not really comfortable with the idea of 'dating'...hanging out alone with that particular person will scare me to death as well...(now You know how to kill me ) lol...no 'weird' moment...I'll faint later lol


LOL !!!



4) Most important :
meet my parents personally and ask them if I can go out for a date...lol....tell my parents that he'll respect me and won't harm me in any possible ways...tell them that he will send me home in time...
WITH ONLY THIS 1 ...I can forget about the rest...this is the key of my perfect date ^^



Only this I guess ^^ ( aaaahhh...not sure but I guess this is it )
c ya...in day-4 ^^

© e-beth